when love turns to hatred

"Congratulations, u've managed to push me off the cliff." Remember this setence? Thanks, u've officially have made me HATE u for life.

Stay.

If someone wants to be a part of your life they’ll make an effort to be in it, so don’t bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn’t make an effort to stay....

credit to wawa. such an eye opener. time to stop, i know.

A Story About A Pencil and An Eraser

Pencil: You know, I’m really sorry.

Eraser: For what? You didn’t do anything wrong.

Pencil: I’m sorry, ’cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake, you’re always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller everytime.

Eraser: That’s true, but I don’t really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I’ll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I’m actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

Thanks JEP, for a wonderful story :)

New York New York Deli

Wow I've watched more than 5 movies this month. haha. its complicated, when in rome, the losers, date night, the clash of the titans and how to train a dragon.. each movies were great. and i had a great laugh too. Yesterday we watched the losers which i mistaken for adam sandler's movie.. hahaha but The Losers was okay too.. had dinner at New York New York Deli.. it was ages since we photogedik ourselves.. so I had an opportunity to show off my new hairdo.. much shorter than it was before but i kinda like it =)

owh sore throat

Since i've been extremely busy these few weeks, finally i have time to pamper myself. yay! i had my eyebrows done at Beauty Touch and hair done at a new saloon in sec 7 called March Hair Studio. Well pictures of the owner with the gorgeous amber chia really influenced me to go there. ahahaha... I was given 3 choices whether the director himself cut my hair or senior hairdresser or junior hairdresser. well, i want senior hairdresser but he was occupied with another customer. i have no choice but to choose the junior hairdresser. he was nice and friendly, tried to start a coversation with me. i was too busy playing games in my ipod then he asked, "BF punya ka?" i said "ha? no lah i have no bf". he look surprised and said "U lawa takkan takda bf.. tipu la." i told him many times im single but he didnt believe me. well cant blame him. he's not the only one who doesnt believe that im single. my roommate fell asleep after 2 hours of waiting in the saloon. haha. the cut cost me rm35 which is reasonable since he gave me many tips and i forced him to spray loadsa serum on my hair. hahaha.. will upload the new hairdo later.. gotta sleep now.

i need a vacation. serious.

i have two more papers to go. one is tomorrow and last one is on 27th. then i have to start looking for a new house and work on my ABR. This means that when everyone is busy planning activities during the semester break, i will be busy doing house hunting n busting my ass for my abr proposal. damn. however, im very excited for my vacation with my girls. cant wait for it! we've been shopping beachwear and planning activities to be done there.. can i fast forward time to May already??

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

Its been ages that I don't hear the word of "I Love You".. i think its already 5 months? Guess nobody loves me thats why i never hear them say that they love me.

putus sudah.

OK.. gelang kaki dh putus.. so whats next? anymore signs??

Meet me halfway k baby?

Hi Baby, how are ya? Just wondering have i ever crossed your mind? Its been a while Baby. I miss you. I miss having you by my side and I miss waking up in the morning and you're the first thing that I see. You've been away for quite some time. Its time to come home. :)

Marriage.

My return to Terengganu was to attend the PTD's examination. But little that i know, my parents had a bigger plan for me. Since I slept the whole day on the Friday, they save their big plan on Saturday. As I was busy doing my assignment, they came to my room and sat in front of me. "Nini, how was u and &*(%?". I was like... "err.. its over already. Why?". My dad said, "Its time for u to find a future husband now, not a bf anymore. You're already 24." Can you imagine how my jaw dropped at that time. We're talking about my dad, someone who is too possessive about his girls, asking me to find a husband! All this time, he never really agrees about the idea of dating or having a bf! I said to them, "Im only 24, still struggling with my MBA, recently single and Im fat! No one wants me!". My mom said "Start diet, NOW. Start reducing your amount of meals or we'll cut down ur expenses so u can diet.". WTH? of course I DIDNT say that out loud. "OK. FINE. I'll find u a future son in law. Can i get back to my assignment?". They ended the conversation with, "You better do that within 2 years or we'll find one for you." DAMN. Me and my big mouth. Should've say nothing about the future husband or whatsover.

However I think Im gonna let my parents decide who is the best for me since they know the best. I need their blessings to get married anyway. Im done being in a relationship where I got badly bruised and the edge of broken. Maybe its the best way is to develop love after the marriage rather than love before marriage because anything can happens. You'll got dumped. Love can be a tool that can shattered your heart and made scars out of the wounds. Scars will never vanished, they are there to remind you about how love can makes u a bitter person too.