Thursday, April 30, 2009

24 hours certainly is not enough!

being a sales promoter for roxy and quiksilver is not about the glamour or stylo.. it is very very tiring job.. the store manager a.k.a melissa didnt tell me during the interview that :
  1. i am not allowed to sit for 10 hours straight
  2. they do not provide t shirt for part timer
  3. part timer gets rm4.50 per hour
  4. part timer can be bullied by full timers
  5. part timer has to make sales n serve the customers while full timers busy chit chatting
  6. i have to do store cleaning all by myself (cleaning the whole shop including climbing to clean higher windows!)
  7. i have to be ocd person (have to fold the shirts exactly like the examples-satu customer pegang, semua kene lipat balik)
so if u guys out there, think working part time at roxy/quiksilver is a glamour job, ur 100% wrong. trust me. dont let me started with australian and us sizes for tops and bottoms! ugh! how to remember everything in mind??

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

honey, i want a cat with muke penyek!

owh this cat is so adorable like the bf.. click here

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

dark berry mocha frappucino..

hola, im blogging at starbucks right now while waiting for my bf to finish work. thanks to dearly ridh who gaves me discount for dark berry mocha frappucino which is simply delicious! i really enjoyed this drink. it has dark berry taste on top of the whipped cream that is sweet but finger licking good and when u drinks u can feel the bit of the choc chips.. yummy! go and have a taste, i can guarantee u tat this drink will tickles ur buds! (im not a SB's promoter ok.haha)

Saturday, April 25, 2009

memories that i will reminisce everyday...

good bye prudential, my first ever working place.. a place where i get to know many new friends which i can call friends indeed. they helped me alot coping with the "evil boss" and they always been there to listen to my whining everyday. honestly, i hate working there because the boss under appreciated me and made me do shitty stuff but at the same time i love working there because of the people.. kak ina, the kind one who never gets tired teaching me the same thing everytime i do mistakes, zura, the very helpful one always buy me lunch and send me home frm work, kak sue, always cook me good food(gonna miss the delicious bubur suji!), the flirtatious agents who always ask me out (LOL) and Y.K the young n handsome branch manager who never fails to say hi whenever he sees me.. hehe im gonna miss all of u.. thanks for the memories.. im gonna seek for a place where my skills and talents will be appreciated and rewarded fairly.


Monday, April 20, 2009

i can't stand it anymore!!

the reason i put this picture is to convey a msg that....
need an air cond, gotta have an air cond, must have an air cond!!
the weather is deadly hot. i cant help it. LOL.

cranky i am today...

i cant sleep well last night because it was so freaking hot! the fan didn't seem to work at all. no matter how many times i open the sliding door to allow the air to enter, somebody seems to close it again. i was suffocating and gasping for fresh air so i decided to open the sliding door again and took a shower. well, it seemed to be a good idea but it didn't work out either. after i mumbled a curse to another, eventually i fell asleep. the next morning i woke up wet. not "wet" but i was sweating. it was still hot but damp. i hate when it was hot but damp at the same time. it made me cranky. cranky yg boleh buat gadoh my bf usually said that when he''s hungry, sweating or having a migraine. huhu

so i walked to ocean alone while listening to my mp4 (just to ignore all the stupid boys who acted like a bunch of monkeys when they saw a girl was walking alone). after 30 minutes of waiting, the bus finally showed up. damn, i was late but luckily en azman was not there. my office mates managed to make me smile with their silliness.. they sure know how to make me smile.. :) love them to bits!

zura and kak ina (bukan name sebenar)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

farewell melaka..

11 more days before my last goodbye....

off shoulder wedding dress madness...!!!

surely i cant wear this on my wedding day.. my parents will kill me and so will my future in-laws but it is my dream to wear one..

i WANT satin floral prints dresses!!!!

Satin makes me feel sexy

Guys, go get your tissues ASAP!!

Stunningly beautiful Monica Bellucci

To die for

drop dead gorgeous

superlicious hot mama

She is way more hotter than skinny Angelina Jolie.
44 years old and still an Italian sex symbol.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

My privacy have been violated!!

while waiting for my bf to arrive, i decided to do some laundry. as i was glancing back to the toilet, i saw a man looking straight at me from the outside of my kitchen! i managed to say "eh" and i can barely look at his face because i was too shocked but im sure that he is a malay. shivering wif fear, i locked myself in my bedroom until my bf arrived. damn! one hella experience. been stalked by a stranger! better be more careful now.

Friday, April 17, 2009

we love doing silly faces :p

im relieved that my viva went well and i only have to alter few things.. puan faizah was in a good mood. lucky me. i asked en azman to continue working at his agency until nx wik and he agreed. thats all for now.. im exhausted.. gonna hit the bed now. ciao~!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

my dearest love,

I promise to give you the best of myself
and to ask of you no more than you can give.

I promise to respect you as your own person
and to realize that your interests, desires and needs
are no less important than my own.

I promise to share with you my time and my attention
and to bring joy, strength and imagination to our relationship.

I promise to keep myself open to you,
to let you see through the window of my world
into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams.

I promise to grow along with you,
to be willing to face changes in order to keep
our relationship alive and exciting.

I promise to love you in good times and bad,
with all I have to give and all I feel inside
in the only way I know how,
completely and forever.

love me as i am..

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that I am true and true
Can you love me with my imperfections?
Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be?

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking
Can you love me even when I am unreasonable?
Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek?

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt
Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be?
Can you see me as I am not as what I once was?

Can you ever love me for me?

Friday, April 10, 2009

one step ahead....

pic nih sangat comel. i ordered it on my diploma graduation day. i miss my original hair!

im graduating but im not happy bcuz i dont have a job waiting for me.... i got an interview for wong and partners at the gardens, midvalley today but i turned down the offer bcuz im doing my practical training.. im worried about my final presentation but i din do anything about it. had a massive argument wif my parents.. they just dont understand why i din wanna go home.. its not about him.. its about my life.. honestly, i dont wanna futher my study to master but i did apply for it just because. i wanna earn my own money. buy a new car and buy loadsa fancy clothes.. money is very crucial. i wanna go to the interviews but i dont have the money. *sighs*

Thursday, April 09, 2009


You touched my life
With your softness in the night
My wish was your command
Until you ran out of love
I tell myself
I’m free
Got the chance of livin’ just for me
No need to hurry home
Now that you’re gone
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal? I’m so deeply wounded
Cuts like a knife
You cut away the heart of my life
When I pretend
Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
It’s just a show
I’m on a stage
Day and night I go through my charades
But how can I disguise
What’s in my eyes?
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal?
I’m so deeply wounded
Cuts like a knife
You cut away the heart of my
I’ve tried and tried
Blocking out the pain I feel inside
The pain of wanting you
Wanting you
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal?
I’m so deeply wounded
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal?
I’m so deeply wounded
You cut away the heart
Of my life....

say after me

Moon glow
White light will bathe your pillow
Loneliness leaves no shadow
Where did you go?Be cool now
Quietly up and leave you
Must I be your fool and lead you
How gracious we go
Love ends in a fire
Fire through the streets
Set them alive
Don't say your goodbyes
Say after me
I'll go my own way baby, yeah
It's a crying shame
To have only hopeless sorrow
To have no more days to borrowT
he distance will growA new day
Out walking cold and endless
All to be stoned and painless
I'm lost in the snow
Love ends in a fire
Fire through the streetsSet them alive
Don't say your goodbyes
Say after me
I'll wish you well then baby, yeah
Raise to the ground
I'll burn you down
Before you go and break me
Burn like the sun
What has become
Of you and me....