xXx a new beginning in life xXx

i always cling on people bcause i dunno how to be independent.. but after a conversation with my previous roommate i finally got a reality check. i can no longer rely on people including my bf. he has his own life, family and friends. he cannot cater all of my needs. i must do it by my own. honestly, being alone in malacca without my friends has changed me quite drastically. i managed to sleep alone at my house without crying because im scared. i do cry alot because i miss my frens so much.. there is no one to talk to, to cry to and to laugh to...since practical training, i dont make many new frens.. not bcause i dont wanna but they too have their own lives and friends. i am just their office mate thats all.. i have to be strong and be more independent.. i cant wait to further studies in master. i will be in s alam soon and most of my bffs are there... i cant hardly wait to see them! the loneliness aint killing me anymore~