Monday, August 31, 2009
happy ramadhan ppl
i would like to seek apologies from those who i've hurt intentionally or unintentionally.. i do not ask for friendship but only apologies would make me feel ease.. you know who u r.. i wont mention ur names here.. im sorry for what i've done..
happy ramadhan. :)
Friday, August 21, 2009
one scary night
wow.. it feels like ages since my last post.. there were so many things happened these few weeks.. i hurt my middle finger by unintentionally poked it into a fan. yeah i bled alot.. i tried to stay calm but who can blame a drama queen like me, of course i sobbed so hard until my roommate n i got a good "lecture" from our lecturer cuz we were late! the next day, i had fever which made me shivered and felt my body ached like hell. H1N1 madness is on the peak so i went to uitm clinic to see the doc. the doc sat quite far frm me n there was no physical contact at all.. hahaha guess he was scared to get infected by me. yeah i wore a mask that day.. yay~ he said i had a minor fever and there was nothing to worry about. he gave me pills for my body ache. i started taking the pills after mahgrib and 30 mins after we went out for dinner, i felt very dizzy and my vision was blurry.. i can barely walk at all.. there was a guy at the petrol station looked very concern and he asked me whether i was ok or not cuz i looked very pale like a corpse. yikes! i told nuoi to pull over cuz i really need to throw up.. and i did.. tot it will stop after the throw up but it just getting started. i vomitted 4 times at the restaurant's toilet, i barely touch my food and i felt itchy all over my body. i was scratching myself to sleep. might be allergy to the pills. damn u doc u said my allergy to the peniciline wont affected me if i take the pills. thank God i was ok the next day. damn tht was creepy!!
Friday, August 14, 2009
Sunday, August 09, 2009
H1N1 madness
i admit that i never care much about H1N1. its maybe because no one close to me is infected. i dont take any precaution action except washing my hands wif soap after i sneezed. i dont wear a mask because i find that i look like a dentist or doctor. but yesterday, i went to malacca, i saw so many dentists n doctors at dataran pahlawan. i dont see that much in shah alam. my bf gave me two masks n told me to wear them. the masks are still in my handbag. remain untouched. i dont know when will i get the awareness to wear them.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
run.....
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly doLight up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
running........
Me..
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love..
Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up.....
i miss u
i miss the feelings of being pampered like a princess... i dont know how to feel beautiful again..
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