raya celebration, shall we?

These are pictures taken during 3rd raya where my former schoolmates and i visited a few houses. we ate a lot and had great laughs too.. till next raya! tooddles!

6 Simple Things Women Want

1. Respect. Show us through your actions that you respect our opinions, careers, interests, friends, bodies, and minds. You don't have to agree with all that we say or do, but try to honor our opinions as valuable contributions.

2. Romance. Treat us like your girlfriend, even after we become your wife. Date nights, physical affection in the car, kissing like when we first started dating -- all of the things that made us fall in love with you don't have to stop just because now there are bills to pay, a house to be cleaned, and kids to be bathed. Bring home flowers for no reason. We're not talking $100 bouquets of roses here. Even the $10 bouquets from the supermarket are enough to make us smile.

3. Time. We understand relationships can't be all wine and roses; simply making the time to be with us and treating us like your top priority says "love" more than all the fancy gifts and lovely letters ever could.

4. Dinner. Of the homemade variety. You may not be good at cooking and you may not know how to boil water. But greeting us at the door after a long day with fish sticks (or whatever you can wrastle up) makes us swoon, because it shows that you've been thinking about us and our hectic day.

5. Communication. Women are vocal creatures. We know you love us, but it's nice to hear you say it, too. We can also be insecure. We wish we weren't, but the reality is that we often notice our wobbly thighs and forget about our gorgeous eyes. So let us know when you think we're hot. Tell us we're beautiful. It helps us feel good. Words of appreciation aren't half-bad either. Tell us you love the lasagna we made. Notice that we cleaned the bathtub. It doesn't have to be over the top, just let us know that you see the effort we put in, and you're grateful.

6. Consistency. This doesn't mean be boring and predictable. It means that we know you will (usually -- no one is perfect!) give us the love and support we need. Knowing that you're coming at this with the same desires and energy as we are goes a long way to making us feel secure.

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin..

helo all, nothing much going on now.. life kinda sucks.. there was a story that i wanna share that i found very interesting. last week, during ob class, my lecturer asked my classmates and i to go to some kind of innovation seminar at DSB. so we climbed the stairs reluctantly.. after the tour, i came across a booth that sells stuff like teh org kampung etc.. the promoter said her partner can tell what diseases that i have. so i gave it a go. he listed a few things which i cannot mention here. but there was a one thing that captured my interest. first of all, he asked to see my palms.. he said that i have a heart problem.. not a heart attack kinda way.. but he said my heart have been wounded so many times and never been cured.. in fact it is still bleeding n wounded.. due to many reasons.. it can caused by family, bf and friends.. it was fascinating because i do feel that a part of me has gone long time ago.. im not what i used to be before.. i miss the old me.. the bubbly winna 6 years ago..

why change?

yesterday fara and i went to jusco bukit raja to break fast at nandos there.. at first we went to johnny's but it was full house. so we waited for the time to break fast at nandos and i can see there were three couples with their children entered and seated near us. the mothers were busy holding the babies while the fathers were getting ready to eat. when it was time to break fast, the fathers quickly dig in while the mothers watched them eat.. the mothers were hungry.. i can tell from the way they looked at the food. but of course the mothers r always the one who have to hold their children, not their spouses who were happily enjoying their meals. from my observation all of three fathers of three couples did that. why not the fathers sacrifice by letting their wife eat first and they take over the kids? like my lecturer used to say, men will not take a leave when his kid is sick because his wife will and men will also not take a leave when his wife is ill also because she will. i dont think this situation happens during their courtship. sad enuf.

OMFG!!

13 assignments to be submitted for this sem! can u believe it?? its too much for us to handle u noe? its so hard coping with the hectic life in shah alam and the lecturers keep giving us wayy too many assignments! helppp!! oh btw i received a sms from the gov asking me to confirm my attendance for ptd test in october since i din go for the exam the other day. hahaha.. if i get the job, surely i will leave master. for good. ermm maybe not for goood.. hehe maybe after one year of working... hmmm.. k got to go now.. have loadsa works need to be done! cya~

jalan2 cuci mata hahaha

my beshfwen of 10 years!

pasangan kekaseh

cover album KAMI. hehe

sumpah sedap!

gambar perasan :p

gambar perasan kedua. haha

tiga sejoli. sorang je single mingle cube teka sapa. haha

sedap jual ketupat di kopi bin

italianese. masing2 muka kenyang

these pics were taken b4 ramadhan.. a small get together wif my beloveds at midvalley n ou.. we mish u cek arih! be back soon, i still want my present! hehe

happy ramadhan ppl

i would like to seek apologies from those who i've hurt intentionally or unintentionally.. i do not ask for friendship but only apologies would make me feel ease.. you know who u r.. i wont mention ur names here.. im sorry for what i've done..

happy ramadhan. :)

one scary night

ni gambar bile dh sihat hehe :p

wow.. it feels like ages since my last post.. there were so many things happened these few weeks.. i hurt my middle finger by unintentionally poked it into a fan. yeah i bled alot.. i tried to stay calm but who can blame a drama queen like me, of course i sobbed so hard until my roommate n i got a good "lecture" from our lecturer cuz we were late! the next day, i had fever which made me shivered and felt my body ached like hell. H1N1 madness is on the peak so i went to uitm clinic to see the doc. the doc sat quite far frm me n there was no physical contact at all.. hahaha guess he was scared to get infected by me. yeah i wore a mask that day.. yay~ he said i had a minor fever and there was nothing to worry about. he gave me pills for my body ache. i started taking the pills after mahgrib and 30 mins after we went out for dinner, i felt very dizzy and my vision was blurry.. i can barely walk at all.. there was a guy at the petrol station looked very concern and he asked me whether i was ok or not cuz i looked very pale like a corpse. yikes! i told nuoi to pull over cuz i really need to throw up.. and i did.. tot it will stop after the throw up but it just getting started. i vomitted 4 times at the restaurant's toilet, i barely touch my food and i felt itchy all over my body. i was scratching myself to sleep. might be allergy to the pills. damn u doc u said my allergy to the peniciline wont affected me if i take the pills. thank God i was ok the next day. damn tht was creepy!!

damn...

sheena sakai frm ANTM CYCLE 11

she makes me wanna change my sex orientation.. haha so damn gorgeous.. voluptuous, fabulous and lovin' it!

H1N1 madness

i admit that i never care much about H1N1. its maybe because no one close to me is infected. i dont take any precaution action except washing my hands wif soap after i sneezed. i dont wear a mask because i find that i look like a dentist or doctor. but yesterday, i went to malacca, i saw so many dentists n doctors at dataran pahlawan. i dont see that much in shah alam. my bf gave me two masks n told me to wear them. the masks are still in my handbag. remain untouched. i dont know when will i get the awareness to wear them.

run.....

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing that's right

In all I've done

And I can barely look at you

But every single time I do

I know we'll make it anywhere

Away from here

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes

Makes it so hard not to cry

And as we say our long goodbye

I nearly doLight up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower

We don't have time for that

All I want is to find an easier way

To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear

We're bound to be afraid

Even if it's just for a few days

Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear.

running........

Me..

I'm the one you chose

Out of all the people

You wanted me the most

I'm so sorry that I'm falling

Help me up lets keep on running

Don't let me fall out of love..

Be

Be the one I need

Be the one I trust most

Don't stop inspiring me

Sometimes it's hard to keep on running

We work so much to keep it going

Don't make me want to give up.....

i miss u

i miss the feelings of being pampered like a princess... i dont know how to feel beautiful again..

home sweet home

im at home after only two weeks im in shah alam.. hehehe... bukan homesick ya tp mau setelkan hal2 mini bajet and byk gile brg2 ku yg tertinggal... baru start sem, lecturers dah bg byk sgt assignment sbb MBA final exam hanya 20% so mmg le keje melampau byk.. buku tanak murah plak kan.. kopak duit bapak aku.. isk.. this few days diluangkan mencari broadband.. classmate i, putri amik wimax.. tp contract due tahun.. isk.. tanak le contract nih.. susah nk terminate.. kdg2 rs nk give up jugak sbb takleh nk adjustkan diri dgn s alam.. hectic gile and lecturers tak mengajar pon cm degree dulu.. diorg just facilitate je.. waaaaaa!!

yummy!!

before i watched 17 again movie, i never have a crush on zac efron but after seeing his six pack and killer smile, i totally into him! just love when he wears shirt (or without) hahaha.. he's sucha hottie!

say HELLO to my little friend :)

My New Baby :)

for cat lovers only!

personally i loveeee the cat that can say "mama".. isnt that adorable?

a get together :)

tomorrow i will organize a bbq party for my closest frens.. upon invitation only.. will post the pictcha later!

empty

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind? losing everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.

It's hard to hide behind this frown, When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown.

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me. All I have left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away.
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.

dinner at Johnny's

my sisters and mama

me muka lapar

muke gewdik

with my bro

my mama

the siblings (pls ignore my silly face)

makcik tu blocking my way


pics taken at ayer keroh's rnr, johnnys east coast mall and toilet at rnr temerloh.. very2 tiring journey... melaka-kl-trg..