maternity bathing suit

since my tummy is out of shape, i browsed bathing suit for perhentian that can cover my tummy. hehehe here's some examples of maternity bathing suit that is suitable for me who wants to hid my love handles. haha.

webcam pix~

the pics were taken at my new room :p

Moved out!

i moved out! finally. move out means more money required. my roommate n i hired 2 guys from the furniture shop to move out our things cuz we r too lazy to move them out by our own. after looking at our stuff, they asked for rm150 since their truck was fully loaded with our stuff. from 5th floor to 5th floor, i think rm150 is reasonable. imagine if we have to transfer our stuff by our own! even tho we played supervisors during the moving out session, we were exhausted too. exhausted from the packing session the 3 nites before. i hate moving out! ugh! it took me 3 days to pack and 3 more days to unpack! u know girls, they'll bring so many useless things that they think they might wanna use them later. yesterday my clothes were still in my bags, and im an organized kinda person. its painful to see my beautiful clothes in the bags so i forked out rm36 out of my purse n bought a small closet. Sooooo, trip to perhentian is 4 days away, i started packing my dresses n two piece, u hear that? two piece uolls... hahaha.. hafta look for pareo or the boys will puke blood seeing myugly ass. ahahaha we're so gonna have fun there! cant wait for the trip. its my first time there anyway. the only island i went before is pangkor which was boring to the death~

putri, dee2 and bobby!! i cant waittttttttttttttttt~~~

Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one


Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone


Hear i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
you are my only one

if u love her..u'll do this

When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ]
When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ]
When she pull's away [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared [ Protect her ]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she look's at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]
When she say's that she like's you [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grab's at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bump's into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tell's you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes [ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ] - Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. -
When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go -
When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you -
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her -
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up -
Treat her like she's all that matters to you. -
Tease her and let her tease you back. -
Stay up all night with her when she's sick. -
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. -
Give her the world. -
Let her wear your clothes. -
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important. -
Kiss her in the pouring rain. -
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

credit to : ida

when love turns to hatred

"Congratulations, u've managed to push me off the cliff." Remember this setence? Thanks, u've officially have made me HATE u for life.

Stay.

If someone wants to be a part of your life they’ll make an effort to be in it, so don’t bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn’t make an effort to stay....

credit to wawa. such an eye opener. time to stop, i know.

A Story About A Pencil and An Eraser

Pencil: You know, I’m really sorry.

Eraser: For what? You didn’t do anything wrong.

Pencil: I’m sorry, ’cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake, you’re always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller everytime.

Eraser: That’s true, but I don’t really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I’ll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I’m actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

Thanks JEP, for a wonderful story :)

New York New York Deli

Wow I've watched more than 5 movies this month. haha. its complicated, when in rome, the losers, date night, the clash of the titans and how to train a dragon.. each movies were great. and i had a great laugh too. Yesterday we watched the losers which i mistaken for adam sandler's movie.. hahaha but The Losers was okay too.. had dinner at New York New York Deli.. it was ages since we photogedik ourselves.. so I had an opportunity to show off my new hairdo.. much shorter than it was before but i kinda like it =)

owh sore throat

Since i've been extremely busy these few weeks, finally i have time to pamper myself. yay! i had my eyebrows done at Beauty Touch and hair done at a new saloon in sec 7 called March Hair Studio. Well pictures of the owner with the gorgeous amber chia really influenced me to go there. ahahaha... I was given 3 choices whether the director himself cut my hair or senior hairdresser or junior hairdresser. well, i want senior hairdresser but he was occupied with another customer. i have no choice but to choose the junior hairdresser. he was nice and friendly, tried to start a coversation with me. i was too busy playing games in my ipod then he asked, "BF punya ka?" i said "ha? no lah i have no bf". he look surprised and said "U lawa takkan takda bf.. tipu la." i told him many times im single but he didnt believe me. well cant blame him. he's not the only one who doesnt believe that im single. my roommate fell asleep after 2 hours of waiting in the saloon. haha. the cut cost me rm35 which is reasonable since he gave me many tips and i forced him to spray loadsa serum on my hair. hahaha.. will upload the new hairdo later.. gotta sleep now.

i need a vacation. serious.

i have two more papers to go. one is tomorrow and last one is on 27th. then i have to start looking for a new house and work on my ABR. This means that when everyone is busy planning activities during the semester break, i will be busy doing house hunting n busting my ass for my abr proposal. damn. however, im very excited for my vacation with my girls. cant wait for it! we've been shopping beachwear and planning activities to be done there.. can i fast forward time to May already??

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

Its been ages that I don't hear the word of "I Love You".. i think its already 5 months? Guess nobody loves me thats why i never hear them say that they love me.

putus sudah.

OK.. gelang kaki dh putus.. so whats next? anymore signs??

Meet me halfway k baby?

Hi Baby, how are ya? Just wondering have i ever crossed your mind? Its been a while Baby. I miss you. I miss having you by my side and I miss waking up in the morning and you're the first thing that I see. You've been away for quite some time. Its time to come home. :)

Marriage.

My return to Terengganu was to attend the PTD's examination. But little that i know, my parents had a bigger plan for me. Since I slept the whole day on the Friday, they save their big plan on Saturday. As I was busy doing my assignment, they came to my room and sat in front of me. "Nini, how was u and &*(%?". I was like... "err.. its over already. Why?". My dad said, "Its time for u to find a future husband now, not a bf anymore. You're already 24." Can you imagine how my jaw dropped at that time. We're talking about my dad, someone who is too possessive about his girls, asking me to find a husband! All this time, he never really agrees about the idea of dating or having a bf! I said to them, "Im only 24, still struggling with my MBA, recently single and Im fat! No one wants me!". My mom said "Start diet, NOW. Start reducing your amount of meals or we'll cut down ur expenses so u can diet.". WTH? of course I DIDNT say that out loud. "OK. FINE. I'll find u a future son in law. Can i get back to my assignment?". They ended the conversation with, "You better do that within 2 years or we'll find one for you." DAMN. Me and my big mouth. Should've say nothing about the future husband or whatsover.

However I think Im gonna let my parents decide who is the best for me since they know the best. I need their blessings to get married anyway. Im done being in a relationship where I got badly bruised and the edge of broken. Maybe its the best way is to develop love after the marriage rather than love before marriage because anything can happens. You'll got dumped. Love can be a tool that can shattered your heart and made scars out of the wounds. Scars will never vanished, they are there to remind you about how love can makes u a bitter person too.

Do You Want Me?

I cry like a baby when I don't get my way

Do you want me?

I won't apologize when I make a mistake

Do you want me?

I got scars on my heart and they won't go away

Looking for someone to take them from me

Everybody knows I'm a little insane

Do you want me?

going cuckoo 1.. going cuckoo 2 going cuckoo 3!!!

5/4 - presentation mis (1) + mis report + website...7/4 - presentation (1) mngrl fin...8/4 - presentation opem...9/4 - FIN EXAM multi fin...12/4 - presentation mis (2)...13/4 - FIN EXAM hr + hr assgmnt + opem research...14/4 - FIN EXAM qmt + 2 case study qmt + presentation (2) mngrl fin...20/4 - FIN EXAM opem...21/4 - FIN EXAM mngrl fin + mngrl fin research...

definitely need to struggle this sem.. T.T

Sometimes you gotta go though the pain to experience the joy

Do you got a first aid kit handy? do you know how to patch up a wound, tell me. Are you patient, understanding? Cuz I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart. I thought that I should let you know that my heart is so damaged and you can blame the one before. You try to gain my trust, talking is not enough. Actions speak louder than words, you gotta show us something. My heart is missing some pieces. I need this puzzle put together again. Tell me are you up for the challenge?

laksa oh laksa

credit to secubitgaramnor67.blogspot.com

When Im in terengganu, I try so hard to reminisce my favourite local food.. Suddenly, I remember how I used to eat 5 bowls of laksa putih.. U can see how proud my mom was back then.. 5 seconds, that all i took to finish a bowl. Im the only one in my family loves laksa putih.. My other family members love laksa merah.. Which I hate so much. Its full of spices and reddish. I love to eat laksa putih with hands.. It tastes better, I swear! hahaha.. U should try it. Satisfaction guaranteed!

am too tired...

my seniors told me that 2nd sem is the worst sem ever.. many quit and further mba elsewhere, where the syllabus is not as crazy as uitm's.. and some find a job and convert to part time.. i skipped classes like too many this sem.. i feel demotivated and burnout.. i think most of my classmates feel the same way too.. its too much.. the workload is too much.. Thank God we only have classes until wednesday but still thurs until weekend are fully occupied with assignments. so there's no fun for not having class on thurs n fri. Got up so early in the morning and leave for class but only manage to return during midnight after several of group discussions.. haih.. seriously, i want to go karaoke. i dont mind if im going alone. i want to sing my heart out. pour everything out. cant wait for the holiday. but still have to be prepared for the incoming tests ans assignments afterwards.. :( i wanna go home...