we love doing silly faces :p

im relieved that my viva went well and i only have to alter few things.. puan faizah was in a good mood. lucky me. i asked en azman to continue working at his agency until nx wik and he agreed. thats all for now.. im exhausted.. gonna hit the bed now. ciao~!

my dearest love,

I promise to give you the best of myself
and to ask of you no more than you can give.

I promise to respect you as your own person
and to realize that your interests, desires and needs
are no less important than my own.

I promise to share with you my time and my attention
and to bring joy, strength and imagination to our relationship.

I promise to keep myself open to you,
to let you see through the window of my world
into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams.

I promise to grow along with you,
to be willing to face changes in order to keep
our relationship alive and exciting.

I promise to love you in good times and bad,
with all I have to give and all I feel inside
in the only way I know how,
completely and forever.

love me as i am..

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that I am true and true
Can you love me with my imperfections?
Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be?

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking
Can you love me even when I am unreasonable?
Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek?

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt
Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be?
Can you see me as I am not as what I once was?

Can you ever love me for me?

one step ahead....

pic nih sangat comel. i ordered it on my diploma graduation day. i miss my original hair!

im graduating but im not happy bcuz i dont have a job waiting for me.... i got an interview for wong and partners at the gardens, midvalley today but i turned down the offer bcuz im doing my practical training.. im worried about my final presentation but i din do anything about it. had a massive argument wif my parents.. they just dont understand why i din wanna go home.. its not about him.. its about my life.. honestly, i dont wanna futher my study to master but i did apply for it just because. i wanna earn my own money. buy a new car and buy loadsa fancy clothes.. money is very crucial. i wanna go to the interviews but i dont have the money. *sighs*

.................

You touched my life

With your softness in the night

My wish was your command

Until you ran out of love
I tell myself

I’m free

Got the chance of livin’ just for me

No need to hurry home

Now that you’re gone

Knife
Cuts like a knife

How will I ever heal? I’m so deeply wounded

Knife
Cuts like a knife

You cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend

Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends

I wonder if they know
It’s just a show
I’m on a stage

Day and night I go through my charades

But how can I disguise

What’s in my eyes?

Knife
Cuts like a knife

How will I ever heal?

I’m so deeply wounded

Knife

Cuts like a knife

You cut away the heart of my

I’ve tried and tried

Blocking out the pain I feel inside

The pain of wanting you

Wanting you

Knife
Cuts like a knife

How will I ever heal?

I’m so deeply wounded

Knife
Cuts like a knife

How will I ever heal?
I’m so deeply wounded

You cut away the heart
Of my life....

say after me

Moon glow
White light will bathe your pillow
Loneliness leaves no shadow
Where did you go?Be cool now
Quietly up and leave you
Must I be your fool and lead you
How gracious we go
Love ends in a fire
Fire through the streets
Set them alive
Don't say your goodbyes
Say after me
I'll go my own way baby, yeah
It's a crying shame
To have only hopeless sorrow
To have no more days to borrowT
he distance will growA new day
Out walking cold and endless
All to be stoned and painless
I'm lost in the snow
Love ends in a fire
Fire through the streetsSet them alive
Don't say your goodbyes
Say after me
I'll wish you well then baby, yeah
Raise to the ground
I'll burn you down
Before you go and break me
Burn like the sun
What has become
Of you and me....

Im an impulsive buyer. shoot me.

i am an international business student. i will graduate in few months. but, i always fail when it comes to financial management. huhu... i dont know how to use money wisely to be honest. i just cant help it when sales come. its like heroine to me. i cannot enter a shop without buying anything. my dad calls me an impulsive buyer. i think he got a point there. i will buy without a second thought. isk3! right now i have to think a way to overcome my financial problem! haih.

red my lips... C-H-A-M-P-I-O-N!!!

last weekend before we entered the cinema hall to watch marley and me, my bf and i decided to play a car race game. very2 expensive. cost us about rm4 for a game. so we race and screamed bagai nak gile.. especially me lah.. hehehe and guess whut.. i WON! hehehe... sorry syg. :p

xXx a new beginning in life xXx

i always cling on people bcause i dunno how to be independent.. but after a conversation with my previous roommate i finally got a reality check. i can no longer rely on people including my bf. he has his own life, family and friends. he cannot cater all of my needs. i must do it by my own. honestly, being alone in malacca without my friends has changed me quite drastically. i managed to sleep alone at my house without crying because im scared. i do cry alot because i miss my frens so much.. there is no one to talk to, to cry to and to laugh to...since practical training, i dont make many new frens.. not bcause i dont wanna but they too have their own lives and friends. i am just their office mate thats all.. i have to be strong and be more independent.. i cant wait to further studies in master. i will be in s alam soon and most of my bffs are there... i cant hardly wait to see them! the loneliness aint killing me anymore~

i went bananas over a banana republic!

few weeks ago before i had an accident, i went to the Prudential's malacca branch to pay clients' premium as usual.. normally i wear baju kurung or blouse but on that very day, i wore a white long sleeve t-shirt with "banana republic" word printed in front of the shirt. i am sure ya'll know the brand right? i have no intention to offend anybody's sense of fashion but a cashier there named Miss Chong (not her real name) happened to ask me, " eh, amoi u cube pusing sini. b-a-n-a-n-a r-e-p-u-b-l-i-c? ( she was spelling it ), ntah hape2 jename tu (with a look why-r-u-wearing-sucha-nonsense-brand). me? (awkward silence and my jars dropped, i swear!)... wtf.... cant blame her tho.. she's 45.

MALANG tidak berbau..

26th of february 2009, this date i will never ever forget for my entire life... it was a rainy day.. after an hour shopping trip with zura and kak sue, we managed to buy a bday gift for kak ina. after that, zura dropped kak sue and i at the office bcause kak sue left her motorcycle there. kak sue never use the back road before. and she used that road on that very nite.. it was "mahgrib" and im sure u ppl know that we shouldnt be outside during "mahgrib". i saw the motorcyle was speeding while we were at the junction but maybe kak sue didnt see it or maybe she thought that it was still far.. but as the motorcycle was speeding wif full speed, kak sue crossed the road and baangggg!!! it happened so fast. i barely remember how my stomach hit the motor's handle and i found myself lying on the road wif no helmet. it was lying besides me. my right leg hurt so bad but i pulled myself together and picked up my handbag. i saw the big apple donuts scattered on the road. the motorcyclist was badly hurt. i saw wounds at several parts of his body. he yelled " kenape u keluar???!!! ". i couldnt say anything.. i was dizzy but i managed to hold kak sue up. she was silent. laying still.. she was unconscious. kak sue couldnt remember anything about the accident. traumatic i guess. i called the bf. tears rolling from my eyes. i was clueless.. luckily there were 3 chinese ppl helped us and sent us to the government hosp. they tot kak sue was badly wounded and they left me alone. i was crying like crazy. they gives me number and asked me to wait for my turn to seek for treatment. WTF? the bf, kak ina and kak sue's sis finally arrived at the hospital. i was shivering. my boss asked me to be transferred to Hospital Putra. he even paid the bills. but my father paid him back afterwards.. huhu.. my father picked me up from melaka and i am now at terengganu.. will spending 4 more days here.. my father said, "no more motorcycle ride for u anymore, missy." huhuhu... i'll never ride on a motorcyle again.

take a look at rihanna's injuries

i dont know whether the pic of rihanna is true or fake.. i'll let u to decide...

say after me...

Moon glow

White light will bathe your pillow

Loneliness leaves no shadow

Where did you go?

Be cool now

Quietly up and leave you

Must I be your fooland lead you

How gracious we go

Love ends in a fire

Fire through the streets

Set them alive

Don't say your goodbyes

Say after me...I'll go my own way baby, yeah
It's a crying shame

To have only hopeless sorrow

To have no more days to borrow

The distance will grow

A new day

Out walking cold and endless

All to be stoned and painless
I'm lost in the snow

Love ends in a fire

Fire through the streets

Set them alive

Don't say your goodbyes

Say after me

I'll wish you well then baby, yeah

Raise to the groundI'll burn you down

Before you go and break me

Burn like the sun

What has become..

Of you and me....

a beautiful song by amazing singer, Bic Runga..

my nu hair color!

me love my nu hair color =)

yay!!~

i looooooooooove my nu hair color!! its gojes gojes! the 3 hours waiting is totally worth it! thanks to my cuzie ( the salon owner ) for making it so beautiful. will upload the pics when i return to malacca. forgot to bring along the cabel. m going to bootylicious biena's house to gossip2 and in the afternoon we r going picnic at teluk ketapang! yayyyyyyyyy~~

new color for my locks!

gonna color my hair today! im so excited for it since i havent dye my hair for 2 yrs already! been too bz with studies and all.. so this CNY hols is a perfect time for me to do it! will upload the new look if it turns out gorgeous! wish me luck babes!

haih...

gaji da dpt smlm.. rm 250 bg kat mama.. ( rm200 masuk asb, rm50 utk blanje adik2 makan ).. rm100 ( dinner @ johnnys and beli baju kat the BF and Fiena ).. tinggal ler rm50 dr gaji aku bulan ini.. haih...

i pamper myself with ......

me new pumps...
dunno when to wear it but i bought it cuz i cant take my eyes of it!

me like me new VOIR handbag. Not expensive but classy.

satu hari di azman associate....

takala bos kami outstation......

ini kak ina aka chief... sbb die Chief Clerk.. hehe

ini kak sue aka kakasu, clerk En Zahary



ini rupa kami bile bos lupa bank in paycheck



ini pose sopan kami....


sekian, terima kasih.

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