jalan2 cuci mata hahaha

my beshfwen of 10 years!

pasangan kekaseh

cover album KAMI. hehe

sumpah sedap!

gambar perasan :p

gambar perasan kedua. haha

tiga sejoli. sorang je single mingle cube teka sapa. haha

sedap jual ketupat di kopi bin

italianese. masing2 muka kenyang

these pics were taken b4 ramadhan.. a small get together wif my beloveds at midvalley n ou.. we mish u cek arih! be back soon, i still want my present! hehe

happy ramadhan ppl

i would like to seek apologies from those who i've hurt intentionally or unintentionally.. i do not ask for friendship but only apologies would make me feel ease.. you know who u r.. i wont mention ur names here.. im sorry for what i've done..

happy ramadhan. :)

one scary night

ni gambar bile dh sihat hehe :p

wow.. it feels like ages since my last post.. there were so many things happened these few weeks.. i hurt my middle finger by unintentionally poked it into a fan. yeah i bled alot.. i tried to stay calm but who can blame a drama queen like me, of course i sobbed so hard until my roommate n i got a good "lecture" from our lecturer cuz we were late! the next day, i had fever which made me shivered and felt my body ached like hell. H1N1 madness is on the peak so i went to uitm clinic to see the doc. the doc sat quite far frm me n there was no physical contact at all.. hahaha guess he was scared to get infected by me. yeah i wore a mask that day.. yay~ he said i had a minor fever and there was nothing to worry about. he gave me pills for my body ache. i started taking the pills after mahgrib and 30 mins after we went out for dinner, i felt very dizzy and my vision was blurry.. i can barely walk at all.. there was a guy at the petrol station looked very concern and he asked me whether i was ok or not cuz i looked very pale like a corpse. yikes! i told nuoi to pull over cuz i really need to throw up.. and i did.. tot it will stop after the throw up but it just getting started. i vomitted 4 times at the restaurant's toilet, i barely touch my food and i felt itchy all over my body. i was scratching myself to sleep. might be allergy to the pills. damn u doc u said my allergy to the peniciline wont affected me if i take the pills. thank God i was ok the next day. damn tht was creepy!!

damn...

sheena sakai frm ANTM CYCLE 11

she makes me wanna change my sex orientation.. haha so damn gorgeous.. voluptuous, fabulous and lovin' it!

H1N1 madness

i admit that i never care much about H1N1. its maybe because no one close to me is infected. i dont take any precaution action except washing my hands wif soap after i sneezed. i dont wear a mask because i find that i look like a dentist or doctor. but yesterday, i went to malacca, i saw so many dentists n doctors at dataran pahlawan. i dont see that much in shah alam. my bf gave me two masks n told me to wear them. the masks are still in my handbag. remain untouched. i dont know when will i get the awareness to wear them.

run.....

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing that's right

In all I've done

And I can barely look at you

But every single time I do

I know we'll make it anywhere

Away from here

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes

Makes it so hard not to cry

And as we say our long goodbye

I nearly doLight up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower

We don't have time for that

All I want is to find an easier way

To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear

We're bound to be afraid

Even if it's just for a few days

Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear.

running........

Me..

I'm the one you chose

Out of all the people

You wanted me the most

I'm so sorry that I'm falling

Help me up lets keep on running

Don't let me fall out of love..

Be

Be the one I need

Be the one I trust most

Don't stop inspiring me

Sometimes it's hard to keep on running

We work so much to keep it going

Don't make me want to give up.....

i miss u

i miss the feelings of being pampered like a princess... i dont know how to feel beautiful again..

home sweet home

im at home after only two weeks im in shah alam.. hehehe... bukan homesick ya tp mau setelkan hal2 mini bajet and byk gile brg2 ku yg tertinggal... baru start sem, lecturers dah bg byk sgt assignment sbb MBA final exam hanya 20% so mmg le keje melampau byk.. buku tanak murah plak kan.. kopak duit bapak aku.. isk.. this few days diluangkan mencari broadband.. classmate i, putri amik wimax.. tp contract due tahun.. isk.. tanak le contract nih.. susah nk terminate.. kdg2 rs nk give up jugak sbb takleh nk adjustkan diri dgn s alam.. hectic gile and lecturers tak mengajar pon cm degree dulu.. diorg just facilitate je.. waaaaaa!!

yummy!!

before i watched 17 again movie, i never have a crush on zac efron but after seeing his six pack and killer smile, i totally into him! just love when he wears shirt (or without) hahaha.. he's sucha hottie!

say HELLO to my little friend :)

My New Baby :)

for cat lovers only!

personally i loveeee the cat that can say "mama".. isnt that adorable?

a get together :)

tomorrow i will organize a bbq party for my closest frens.. upon invitation only.. will post the pictcha later!

empty

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind? losing everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.

It's hard to hide behind this frown, When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown.

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me. All I have left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away.
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.

dinner at Johnny's

my sisters and mama

me muka lapar

muke gewdik

with my bro

my mama

the siblings (pls ignore my silly face)

makcik tu blocking my way


pics taken at ayer keroh's rnr, johnnys east coast mall and toilet at rnr temerloh.. very2 tiring journey... melaka-kl-trg..

another hiss fit

this conversation took place in quiksilver, dataran pahlawan. a lady wearing CK's shirt came in with her daughters.

the lady: miss, if im a hsbc credit card holder can i get the 40% discount for the 2nd item?
me : sorry but we dont have the promotion like that now.
the lady : but the signboard in front of ur entrance said so. ( in very demanding tone )
me : no, its esprit's signboard u've mistaken for.
the lady : no, i saw it in front of ur entrance. go check and see it by urself.
*to shut her up, i asked my co worker about it and yes its esprit's.*
the lady : (embarrassed) is this hat has discount?
me : no because its new arrival.
the lady : how come all the items in this store have discount and this one doesnt?
me : (whada....) its new arrival. new arrival items do not have any discount.
the lady : r u serious?
me : asdfghjk

tak tercapai akalku

a month working at quiksilver, i encountered many kind of customers which sometimes irritated me and left me dumbstruck.

situation 1 :

customer 1 : (while browsing t-shirts on the rack) excuse me miss, what brand this t-shirt is?
me : huh? come again?
customer 1 : what brand is it?
me : brand as in jenama?
customer 1 : (rolling her sepet eyes) yeah
me : its quiksilver. (wtf, u entered quiksilver's premise, what do u expect? esprit??)

situation 2 :

an vogue aunty came in with his son, preggie daughter in law and his mischievous grandson.
the son is obviously has mixed blood because he spoke funny chinese slang. he tried a few walk shorts in the fitting room. so i waited patiently outside (of course).

the son : mummy, how do i look?
mummy : nice. mummy loves it. take this one.

(then he came out with other walkshort and another and another)

mummy : if ur comfortable wearing them, then take them all.
the son : no. i just want the new arrival!
mummy : (pretending not hearing her son, she handed over 3 walkshorts to me) dont listen
my son, u want to do business right? i'll take them all.
the son : (in the fitting room) Noooooo!! dont listen to my mom!! wait for meee!!

after one argument and another, they end up buying 3 walkshorts and two purses for the mom and daughter in law. and the mother paid all. why on earth the son didnt want all of the walkshorts at first place? he was not the one who paid for them. haihs.


situation 3

a fat guy entered with his skinning fren.

fat guy : dik, ade sale tak skrg?
me : ade
fat guy : ade size xl tak (referring to a t shirt)
i handed a xl t shirt to him.
fat guy : nak pegi disco dengan abg tak? (he kinda whispering but loud enuf for me to hear it and notice the DISCO word. who refer clubs as disco nowadays a-hole??)
me : i dont go the clubs anymore. i have a bf btw.
fat guy : takpela ade bf pon. bf tinggal kat umah. kite pegi malam minggu nih nak?
me : (smile slyly. rs cm nk amik cermin n suh die cermin diri je!! mlm minggu sialllllllllll!!!! hahaha). no, im sorry but im working on weekends.
fat guy : jom laa.. on eh?
me : yes, when the angels goes to hell.
fat guy : huh?
me : err.. ok tak baju tu?
fat guy : ok kalo adik jadi pegi disco dgn abg.
me : sila byr di kaunter. thank u.

hari2 yg penat

these couple of days, i slept like a pig.. i think i snored like a pig too because i was damn tired.. shop cleaning for 6 hours straight, many customers to be served and a long tiring shift. i always showed dont-u-dare-to-enter look at potential customers, usually it works but during this school break, apparently kids entered to buy bagpacks, pencil boxes, t-shirt for raya (huh?) and etc. weekdays are supposed to be quiet days where we made fun of each other and cracking stupid jokes, not running here and there to serve the customers. i have to work full time tomorrow bcause its public holiday. damn. quiksilver is not a place for window shopping. dont waste our energy n time if u just want to window shopping.

i have been verbally sexual harrassed today.

i was about to cross the road when a car slowly stopped in front of me just to say, "hi". wtf. i ignored them and mind my own business. as i arrived at mp, a different guy smiled and say "hi" to me AGAIN. ok, ignored him too. i ordered wantan ho at the fc and i noticed that the cook was looking at me while cooking. 0ok this is weird. after lunch i served two guys and the fatso asked me whether he can bring me to the club. i smiled and politely told him that i have a bf but he said "its ok, we still can go to the club right?". just because he's a customer and i can only say, "even if ur the last guy on earth, i rather jump off the bridge than going to the club with u" in my mind. first u dont succeed, stand up and try again~ lyric by late aaliyah. yeah he frequently annoyyed me after i ignored him. i hid behind one of my co worker. but he found me and he did made me laughed by saying, "on eh hari minggu nih?". HARI MINGGU HANYAAAAAARRRR!!!! gile baku! among perverts that bumped into me today, he was the weirdest. what a day.

at last!

at last my bf and i got to spend time together since both of us was on leave yesterday.. we went to watch terminator 3 which made me skeptical to watch it at the first place but it turned out to be a marvelous and must watch movie this month! i totally... ok, hate is a strong word.. i dislike tall and talking machines.. weird huh? when i was a kid, i always have trouble sleeping because im scared that transformers or king kong will come to my house.. haha can u imagine that i was the only one who screamed like a mad woman in the cinema when the machines killed innocent ppl and nearly fell off my seat couple of times. huhu the guy who sat next to me looked really annoyed with me. oh well. so believe me if i say the movie is totally worth ur 10 bucks. i aint gonna watch transformers, hunny. uh-uh.

1st tag by me :p

im online at mcd while an american guy was sitting in front of me. haha looks like we came together but nah, he came alone and asked for my permission to sit together. im bored so i copied tag questions from a stewardess named nonoy.

1. Nama-nama timangan oleh orang yang tersayang:
family: nini
frens: winna/nur/ina

2. Anda seorang yang.........

- gile shopping
- degil yg melampau hebat
- ego
- takleh simpan perasaan marah, kene luahkan jugak huhu
- kuat berangan
- setia (ceh ceh ceh)
- panas baran
- nak kaki yg panjang (hehe)
- suka tanya soalan2 pelik kat sape2 pon ( malu bertanya sesat jalan haha )

3. Insan teristimewa?

- budak yg bernama alief (die suka wat mulut cm the grinch hahaha)
- friends (wanie, mysa, zura, kak ina, pahah, zhah, gkah, evva, shaema n farrah)
- mi familia
- kucing gedik yg bernama kuning

4. My favourite food?

- masakan budak alief.. bile nk masak spagetti carbonara lg?

5. Favourite Colour?

- pink, hitam and putih


6. Favourite Song?

- remix songs!


7. Sikap Yang Membuatkan Anda Stress

- financial problems
- family yg suka buat keputusan tanpa berbincang
- dibuli oleh seniors di Quiksilver
- lapar
- tak cukup tido
- budak2 kecik yg suka melalak and berlari2 dlm kedai


8. 3 Benda Yang Mesti Ada Dalam Handbag?

- hp
- wet tissues
- perfumes (wajib)

9. Kali terakhir anda menangis beria-ria?

- mase kene halau dr umah sewe.. merempat kejap


10. Tag 5 of your friends

- ridh the gorgeous barista
- pacat the rock teacher
- alep the crocs dude
- phat the bootylicious babe
- alvin the f.o.s guy

note to persons that i taggged, sile lah buat kalo tak i kecik at. tanak kawan 5 minit! hahahaha

love my new crocs

my bf got me a pair of crocs.. very cute and i have a butterfly and a flower on it.. melissa wants one too!

chinese or malay?

yesterday i went to mp during my break time to have lunch with the bf. while i was walking and whining about how exhausted i was that day, a nigga suddenly "menyendel2" at me but there was no physical contact so i ignored him. i was headed to the entrance when he asked, "R U chinese or malay?". i was dumb struck. but i managed to say, "M..m..malay" then he smiled and went separate way. i told my bf about it and he said, "it must be your ass". damn.

hear ye hear ye

on the 29th, 30th and 31st of may there will be a quiksilver/roxy anniversary celebration at quiksilver dataran pahlawan. first 100 ppl will get doorgift. for non members, spend rm150 and u will receive rm75 gift voucher and for members, spend rm100 and u will get rm50 gift voucher! first 5 persons who spend rm1000, they will get rm800 rebate!! spend only rm150 and u can get membership card.regular days u have to spend rm350 to be eligible to get a membership card. make u sure u get into the line at 10 am!

rindu sama ini budak!

i miss my cat so damn much... :'(

shrek's SEX TAPE!!

OMG! click here.. it's hilarious!

a day for a foot massage...

today im gonna have a foot massage at dp which will cost me about rm 30.. being nearly flat broke, rm 30 means alot.. both of my legs are swollen maybe due to the accident n consequences of standing 10 hours straight.. huhu being broke is so NOT fabulous! i only will get rm 120++ for my three days working at roxy and will get a full paid next month.. how to survive a month with no money? how am i gonna pay for the rent and food? owh i desperately need retail therapy.. owh i forgot, im broke.

i suvived a week at roxy/quiksilver!

officially, a week and 1 day... i did the shop cleaning which consists of cleaning the air ventilation, all the mirrors in the shop, counter, the floor, the signboards, posters, the walls in a nutshell, everything!!!!!! it took me two days to finish the task. am very xhausted.. need to sleep.
ciao.

24 hours certainly is not enough!

being a sales promoter for roxy and quiksilver is not about the glamour or stylo.. it is very very tiring job.. the store manager a.k.a melissa didnt tell me during the interview that :

1. i am not allowed to sit for 10 hours straight
2. they do not provide t shirt for part timer
3. part timer gets rm4.50 per hour
4. part timer can be bullied by full timers
5. part timer has to make sales n serve the customers while full timers busy chit chatting
6. i have to do store cleaning all by myself (cleaning the whole shop including climbing to clean higher windows!)
7. i have to be ocd person (have to fold the shirts exactly like the examples-satu customer pegang, semua kene lipat balik)

so if u guys out there, think working part time at roxy/quiksilver is a glamour job, ur 100% wrong. trust me. dont let me started with australian and us sizes for tops and bottoms! ugh! how to remember everything in mind??

honey, i want a cat with muke penyek!

owh this cat is so adorable like the bf.. click here

dark berry mocha frappucino..

hola, im blogging at starbucks right now while waiting for my bf to finish work. thanks to dearly ridh who gaves me discount for dark berry mocha frappucino which is simply delicious! i really enjoyed this drink. it has dark berry taste on top of the whipped cream that is sweet but finger licking good and when u drinks u can feel the bit of the choc chips.. yummy! go and have a taste, i can guarantee u tat this drink will tickles ur buds! (im not a SB's promoter ok.haha)

memories that i will reminisce everyday...

good bye prudential, my first ever working place.. a place where i get to know many new friends which i can call friends indeed. they helped me alot coping with the "evil boss" and they always been there to listen to my whining everyday. honestly, i hate working there because the boss under appreciated me and made me do shitty stuff but at the same time i love working there because of the people.. kak ina, the kind one who never gets tired teaching me the same thing everytime i do mistakes, zura, the very helpful one always buy me lunch and send me home frm work, kak sue, always cook me good food(gonna miss the delicious bubur suji!), the flirtatious agents who always ask me out (LOL) and Y.K the young n handsome branch manager who never fails to say hi whenever he sees me.. hehe im gonna miss all of u.. thanks for the memories.. im gonna seek for a place where my skills and talents will be appreciated and rewarded fairly.

ciao,
nurina

i can't stand it anymore!!

the reason i put this picture is to convey a msg that....
I SERIOUSLY NEED AN AIR COND!!
need an air cond, gotta have an air cond, must have an air cond!!
the weather is deadly hot. i cant help it. LOL.

cranky i am today...

i cant sleep well last night because it was so freaking hot! the fan didn't seem to work at all. no matter how many times i open the sliding door to allow the air to enter, somebody seems to close it again. i was suffocating and gasping for fresh air so i decided to open the sliding door again and took a shower. well, it seemed to be a good idea but it didn't work out either. after i mumbled a curse to another, eventually i fell asleep. the next morning i woke up wet. not "wet" but i was sweating. it was still hot but damp. i hate when it was hot but damp at the same time. it made me cranky. cranky yg boleh buat gadoh my bf usually said that when he''s hungry, sweating or having a migraine. huhu

so i walked to ocean alone while listening to my mp4 (just to ignore all the stupid boys who acted like a bunch of monkeys when they saw a girl was walking alone). after 30 minutes of waiting, the bus finally showed up. damn, i was late but luckily en azman was not there. my office mates managed to make me smile with their silliness.. they sure know how to make me smile.. :) love them to bits!

zura and kak ina (bukan name sebenar)

farewell melaka..

11 more days before my last goodbye....

off shoulder wedding dress madness...!!!

surely i cant wear this on my wedding day.. my parents will kill me and so will my future in-laws but it is my dream to wear one..

i WANT satin floral prints dresses!!!!

Satin makes me feel sexy

Guys, go get your tissues ASAP!!

Stunningly beautiful Monica Bellucci

Classy

To die for

drop dead gorgeous

superlicious hot mama

She is way more hotter than skinny Angelina Jolie.

44 years old and still an Italian sex symbol.

My privacy have been violated!!

while waiting for my bf to arrive, i decided to do some laundry. as i was glancing back to the toilet, i saw a man looking straight at me from the outside of my kitchen! i managed to say "eh" and i can barely look at his face because i was too shocked but im sure that he is a malay. shivering wif fear, i locked myself in my bedroom until my bf arrived. damn! one hella experience. been stalked by a stranger! better be more careful now.

we love doing silly faces :p

im relieved that my viva went well and i only have to alter few things.. puan faizah was in a good mood. lucky me. i asked en azman to continue working at his agency until nx wik and he agreed. thats all for now.. im exhausted.. gonna hit the bed now. ciao~!

my dearest love,

I promise to give you the best of myself
and to ask of you no more than you can give.

I promise to respect you as your own person
and to realize that your interests, desires and needs
are no less important than my own.

I promise to share with you my time and my attention
and to bring joy, strength and imagination to our relationship.

I promise to keep myself open to you,
to let you see through the window of my world
into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams.

I promise to grow along with you,
to be willing to face changes in order to keep
our relationship alive and exciting.

I promise to love you in good times and bad,
with all I have to give and all I feel inside
in the only way I know how,
completely and forever.

love me as i am..

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that I am true and true
Can you love me with my imperfections?
Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be?

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking
Can you love me even when I am unreasonable?
Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek?

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt
Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be?
Can you see me as I am not as what I once was?

Can you ever love me for me?

one step ahead....

pic nih sangat comel. i ordered it on my diploma graduation day. i miss my original hair!

im graduating but im not happy bcuz i dont have a job waiting for me.... i got an interview for wong and partners at the gardens, midvalley today but i turned down the offer bcuz im doing my practical training.. im worried about my final presentation but i din do anything about it. had a massive argument wif my parents.. they just dont understand why i din wanna go home.. its not about him.. its about my life.. honestly, i dont wanna futher my study to master but i did apply for it just because. i wanna earn my own money. buy a new car and buy loadsa fancy clothes.. money is very crucial. i wanna go to the interviews but i dont have the money. *sighs*

.................

You touched my life

With your softness in the night

My wish was your command

Until you ran out of love
I tell myself

I’m free

Got the chance of livin’ just for me

No need to hurry home

Now that you’re gone

Knife
Cuts like a knife

How will I ever heal? I’m so deeply wounded

Knife
Cuts like a knife

You cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend

Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends

I wonder if they know
It’s just a show
I’m on a stage

Day and night I go through my charades

But how can I disguise

What’s in my eyes?

Knife
Cuts like a knife

How will I ever heal?

I’m so deeply wounded

Knife

Cuts like a knife

You cut away the heart of my

I’ve tried and tried

Blocking out the pain I feel inside

The pain of wanting you

Wanting you

Knife
Cuts like a knife

How will I ever heal?

I’m so deeply wounded

Knife
Cuts like a knife

How will I ever heal?
I’m so deeply wounded

You cut away the heart
Of my life....

say after me

Moon glow
White light will bathe your pillow
Loneliness leaves no shadow
Where did you go?Be cool now
Quietly up and leave you
Must I be your fool and lead you
How gracious we go
Love ends in a fire
Fire through the streets
Set them alive
Don't say your goodbyes
Say after me
I'll go my own way baby, yeah
It's a crying shame
To have only hopeless sorrow
To have no more days to borrowT
he distance will growA new day
Out walking cold and endless
All to be stoned and painless
I'm lost in the snow
Love ends in a fire
Fire through the streetsSet them alive
Don't say your goodbyes
Say after me
I'll wish you well then baby, yeah
Raise to the ground
I'll burn you down
Before you go and break me
Burn like the sun
What has become
Of you and me....

Im an impulsive buyer. shoot me.

i am an international business student. i will graduate in few months. but, i always fail when it comes to financial management. huhu... i dont know how to use money wisely to be honest. i just cant help it when sales come. its like heroine to me. i cannot enter a shop without buying anything. my dad calls me an impulsive buyer. i think he got a point there. i will buy without a second thought. isk3! right now i have to think a way to overcome my financial problem! haih.

red my lips... C-H-A-M-P-I-O-N!!!

last weekend before we entered the cinema hall to watch marley and me, my bf and i decided to play a car race game. very2 expensive. cost us about rm4 for a game. so we race and screamed bagai nak gile.. especially me lah.. hehehe and guess whut.. i WON! hehehe... sorry syg. :p

xXx a new beginning in life xXx

i always cling on people bcause i dunno how to be independent.. but after a conversation with my previous roommate i finally got a reality check. i can no longer rely on people including my bf. he has his own life, family and friends. he cannot cater all of my needs. i must do it by my own. honestly, being alone in malacca without my friends has changed me quite drastically. i managed to sleep alone at my house without crying because im scared. i do cry alot because i miss my frens so much.. there is no one to talk to, to cry to and to laugh to...since practical training, i dont make many new frens.. not bcause i dont wanna but they too have their own lives and friends. i am just their office mate thats all.. i have to be strong and be more independent.. i cant wait to further studies in master. i will be in s alam soon and most of my bffs are there... i cant hardly wait to see them! the loneliness aint killing me anymore~

i went bananas over a banana republic!

few weeks ago before i had an accident, i went to the Prudential's malacca branch to pay clients' premium as usual.. normally i wear baju kurung or blouse but on that very day, i wore a white long sleeve t-shirt with "banana republic" word printed in front of the shirt. i am sure ya'll know the brand right? i have no intention to offend anybody's sense of fashion but a cashier there named Miss Chong (not her real name) happened to ask me, " eh, amoi u cube pusing sini. b-a-n-a-n-a r-e-p-u-b-l-i-c? ( she was spelling it ), ntah hape2 jename tu (with a look why-r-u-wearing-sucha-nonsense-brand). me? (awkward silence and my jars dropped, i swear!)... wtf.... cant blame her tho.. she's 45.

MALANG tidak berbau..

26th of february 2009, this date i will never ever forget for my entire life... it was a rainy day.. after an hour shopping trip with zura and kak sue, we managed to buy a bday gift for kak ina. after that, zura dropped kak sue and i at the office bcause kak sue left her motorcycle there. kak sue never use the back road before. and she used that road on that very nite.. it was "mahgrib" and im sure u ppl know that we shouldnt be outside during "mahgrib". i saw the motorcyle was speeding while we were at the junction but maybe kak sue didnt see it or maybe she thought that it was still far.. but as the motorcycle was speeding wif full speed, kak sue crossed the road and baangggg!!! it happened so fast. i barely remember how my stomach hit the motor's handle and i found myself lying on the road wif no helmet. it was lying besides me. my right leg hurt so bad but i pulled myself together and picked up my handbag. i saw the big apple donuts scattered on the road. the motorcyclist was badly hurt. i saw wounds at several parts of his body. he yelled " kenape u keluar???!!! ". i couldnt say anything.. i was dizzy but i managed to hold kak sue up. she was silent. laying still.. she was unconscious. kak sue couldnt remember anything about the accident. traumatic i guess. i called the bf. tears rolling from my eyes. i was clueless.. luckily there were 3 chinese ppl helped us and sent us to the government hosp. they tot kak sue was badly wounded and they left me alone. i was crying like crazy. they gives me number and asked me to wait for my turn to seek for treatment. WTF? the bf, kak ina and kak sue's sis finally arrived at the hospital. i was shivering. my boss asked me to be transferred to Hospital Putra. he even paid the bills. but my father paid him back afterwards.. huhu.. my father picked me up from melaka and i am now at terengganu.. will spending 4 more days here.. my father said, "no more motorcycle ride for u anymore, missy." huhuhu... i'll never ride on a motorcyle again.

take a look at rihanna's injuries

i dont know whether the pic of rihanna is true or fake.. i'll let u to decide...

say after me...

Moon glow

White light will bathe your pillow

Loneliness leaves no shadow

Where did you go?

Be cool now

Quietly up and leave you

Must I be your fooland lead you

How gracious we go

Love ends in a fire

Fire through the streets

Set them alive

Don't say your goodbyes

Say after me...I'll go my own way baby, yeah
It's a crying shame

To have only hopeless sorrow

To have no more days to borrow

The distance will grow

A new day

Out walking cold and endless

All to be stoned and painless
I'm lost in the snow

Love ends in a fire

Fire through the streets

Set them alive

Don't say your goodbyes

Say after me

I'll wish you well then baby, yeah

Raise to the groundI'll burn you down

Before you go and break me

Burn like the sun

What has become..

Of you and me....

a beautiful song by amazing singer, Bic Runga..

my nu hair color!

me love my nu hair color =)

yay!!~

i looooooooooove my nu hair color!! its gojes gojes! the 3 hours waiting is totally worth it! thanks to my cuzie ( the salon owner ) for making it so beautiful. will upload the pics when i return to malacca. forgot to bring along the cabel. m going to bootylicious biena's house to gossip2 and in the afternoon we r going picnic at teluk ketapang! yayyyyyyyyy~~

new color for my locks!

gonna color my hair today! im so excited for it since i havent dye my hair for 2 yrs already! been too bz with studies and all.. so this CNY hols is a perfect time for me to do it! will upload the new look if it turns out gorgeous! wish me luck babes!

haih...

gaji da dpt smlm.. rm 250 bg kat mama.. ( rm200 masuk asb, rm50 utk blanje adik2 makan ).. rm100 ( dinner @ johnnys and beli baju kat the BF and Fiena ).. tinggal ler rm50 dr gaji aku bulan ini.. haih...

i pamper myself with ......

me new pumps...
dunno when to wear it but i bought it cuz i cant take my eyes of it!

me like me new VOIR handbag. Not expensive but classy.

satu hari di azman associate....

takala bos kami outstation......

ini kak ina aka chief... sbb die Chief Clerk.. hehe

ini kak sue aka kakasu, clerk En Zahary



ini rupa kami bile bos lupa bank in paycheck



ini pose sopan kami....


sekian, terima kasih.

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